well, i am not that sure. what i'm sure is i am not the kind of person who achieves big things. i did little things, things what my heart wants, so i guess i'm satisfied everytime i accomplished something i really want.
like curving a smile on my parent's face.
like making a baby laughs after a very long cry.
won any of competition that i joined ;P
washing away his tears ;)
all those little things, it makes me feel alive. it makes me feel like a human, a normal one that could make someone else's life better. i could feel my heart beating fast everytime i make a person happy, or maybe just smiling. and maaaaaan, it felt reaaly good. better than winning a medal in a race.